英和和英

to experience a very painful emotion

the state of being embittered

I had a trying experience

the act of being mentally distressed by something

to be troubled by something

to be worried and undergo hardships

feel miserable

the act of badly injuring someone

to writhe

the act of worrying

a state of being severe

of feeling, to become deep

of feeling, to become strong

the condition of regretting or feeling regret for something

the action of continuing to think

an unbearably severe thought

an act of suffering difficulties mentally or physically

a person's earnest hope

to think deeply about something

the condition of being nauseated

persecuting and oppressing

to have a lingering desire for the past―regret the past

be in torment

to a great degree, the condition of suffering emotionally

to be badly depressed

（男が女になら）He falls in love with her―loses his heart to her―takes a fancy to her―（女が男になら）―She fixes her affections on him.

Becomes a memory

to be anxious about anything―worried over anything―to worry oneself over anything―trouble oneself about anything―take anything to heart

the state of being painful and hard

to have one's will of a woman