英和和英

It has fallen short of my expectations.

to have difficulty in the progress of one's affairs as wished

to be contrary to one's wishes or expectations

not progressing as desired

I can't help but think ...

a trivial matter

being cold-hearted

a state of being cold-hearted

the act of receiving an unexpected profit

a state of something not turning out as expected or hoped

to misdemean oneself―forget oneself―commit an imprudence―commit an indiscretion―make a mistake―do wrong

a state of being blockheaded

I can not realize my wishes―have my wish.

to feel no sympathy for someone

the act of neglecting something or someone

I can not write as I wish to.

I can not obtain my wish.

a trifling matter

the state of being inauspicious

straightforwardness

the state of a person being free from greed

I overdo it.

the state of not being able to get one's way

not sparkling

I can't help but think so.

the degree to which one is unable to get one's way

without restraint

make unwilling

the condition of remaining inactive until one sees a favorable opportunity

something that is a surprise