英和和英

in spite of oneself

Alas!

Don't realize

a lack of sensibility

of things, the condition of having no feelings

I am not ignorant of the real state of things.

to be depressed in spirits―in low spirits―gloomy―melancholy

without shame

the degree of inconsiderateness

He is a shameless fellow―a brazen faced fellow.

the condition of being cowardly

to be in a fidget―to have the fidgets

unselfish―selfless―disinterested

to pay no regard

the quality of being not self-conscious

He is an ill-bred fellow―an unmannerly fellow―a churlish fellow―a churl.

I take my failure easy―make nothing of troubles―care nothing for dangers.

She is unconscious.

to be awkward―to have no head

to be open-hearted―frank

I burst out laughing in spite of myself.

to go against the grain―go against the stomach―（形容詞に訳せば）―to be disagreeable to one―distasteful to one―unsatisfactory to one―unacceptable to one

to love one

to be reluctant―unwilling―backward―to do anything

The others are slow to take the hint.

to be unsatisfactory

vaulting ambition

to be ever-prosperous

not made known

Something has gone against me―gone wrong with me.