必死になる
死ぬこと
a situation where someone or something faces inevitable death
死ぬべきとき
the act of dying of starvation
死んでしまえ
I resolved to die―determined to die.
I am determined to do or die.
かっとなって
のろわれている
under a curse
倦きて厭になる
ごちそうになる
to be entertained with food
to be disgusted with―be sick of―be weary of―anything