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to dissipate care―divert one's mind from care

to suspect―be suspicious

to relax one's attention―relax one's vigilance

One's attention is distracted.

to be gay―light-hearted

to try one's temper―（意見を叩くの意味なら）―sound one's views

to fret （oneself）―worry （oneself）―bother oneself

to pay careful attention to something

One's attention is relaxed.

to distract one's a mind from cares―divert one's mind from care―divert oneself―raise one's spirits

to feel gloomy

feel low

to throw one off one's balance―upset one

to flinch from doing something

to be satisfied―be appeased

to drive one mad―drive one distracted―drive one to distraction

to keep one in suspense―put one to the rack

to dissipate care―divert one's mind from care

to go against one's conscience

to be spurred on

to relax one's attention―unbend one's mind

go barmy

to compose oneself―collect oneself―gather one's scattered wits

to brace oneself

to strain one's mind

to stretch one's mind―strain one's nerves―strain one's senses

I am fretting myself―worrying myself―in suspense―I hang in suspense―I sit on thorns.

My nerves are shattered.

to feel constrained―feel oppressed

I fell out of sorts―feel depressed.