そう言いながら、俺は真逆の行動に出た。の英語

Saying which, I did the opposite.

I made up my mind to act on my own.

I flatly refused to do so.

I did it against my will.

I came to the conclusion that something was wrong.

And I reflected on carelessness.

When I think back on what I did, I feel pretty stupid.

I tried to be calm, but finally I lost my temper.

I tried to be calm but finally I lost my temper.

I am pursuing that feeling.

I trust that, in the long run, I will not be a loser.

These words stung me to [into] action.

I positively refused―squarely refused―flatly refused―refused point-blank―to do so.

Finally you seem to have realized that you are wrong.

It gave me quite a shock.

I have witnessed the actual horrors.

I only found out about it purely by accident.

I had a slight scruple about doing that kind of thing.

A fearful thought entered my mind.

As promised, I embarked on those repairs.

My halfhearted self is irritating.

I was at a loss what to say.

I was at a loss for words.

I didn't know what to say.

I did not know what to say.

I have discarded things many times.

I asserted that I cannot compromise anything other than this.

The story really depressed me.

Lost in thought, I missed my stop.

I told a lie against my will.