今度は、私が不利な立場に立っているようだ。の英語

It seems that this time I'm the man behind the eight ball.

I am unsatisfied with the position that I am in.

As a matter of fact, I've only just arrived myself.

I am right for once.

I feel extremely disappointed in this problem.

In my opinion,―To my thinking,―this is a change for the better.

I am satisfied with the way it is now.

I was able to accept the situation relatively calmly.

So I am doing my best now.

My judgment was too lenient in regards to the matter this time.

I have come to see such a reality until now.

I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

I am really sad that I cannot go there at the moment.

I am in despair.

Up till now I'd thought of myself as daring.

this bureau

Now I think that's a real shame.

I think that it will go well this time too.

I am fairly reduced to extremity―driven to the last extremity―driven to my wits' end.

I think this was good for this time.

You must not think of starting at this time of night.

I want to settle this situation quickly.

The things that I have achieved today will be my strength.

I am fairly at my wits' end.

I am driven to my wits' end―driven to the last extremity.

It's been a long time since I've felt this bad.

I am reduced to the last extremity―driven to my wits' end―put to my shifts―put to my trumps.

I'll buy you a drink next time. That's for sure.

I have had a hard time of it

I have had a woeful experience